i constantly say
what the hell is going on?
i hate this
i am so done
but then i realize
its just another repeat
i know exactly why
a small part of me finds it fascinating
i am too curious to ever let it be done
let me know if you want any :)
dear risa linda,
its been so long since I’ve talked to you that I don’t really know what to say. for one thing, I am very sorry that it got to be this long. I know there was a gap between us as we left high school, and things just got so crazy that I let it keep growing. I hope one day to mend that between us.
the truth is, I miss you. I miss talking to you and laughing how we used to. a lot of things changed, and I think I changed too. I don’t know if you’ll like who I am now. but I know that I will always like you, and be very proud of you for following your dreams. as it turns out, I don’t even know what mine are to follow.
I just wanted to say that: I miss you very much. I think you’re beautiful. and honestly the night I slept with someone for the first time I thought: gee, I should tell risa.
you can always reach me on tumblr or facebook or texting.
love, aj (thebrightshiny)
it has been rather long. to be honest, that second semester of our senior year sucked majorly for me. by the end, i was distancing myself since i knew i would never see anyone again. but i hope so too.
i miss you too. i have changed a lot as well. and thank you. its hard sometimes when i feel like no one even cares. you will find it, just be patient.
and why didn’t you tell me woman!
anyways, just message me on fb or tumblr since my phone is on the fritz every now and then.
so im trying something new
im going to try and keep an online journal/blog of my life and post about all the randomicty of my life
ive been rather horrible about updating as of late and would just like to start new
so if you would like to read and see some of the things in my life from circus aerial to dance to baking to fire performance to dance to hula hooping to being just plain me, please check out my blog
thank you so much!